I guess I’m some what of a slacker, a lounge around, a boring not do so much kind a guy. Yet I spend time working out, writing and playing music at home! I have three daughters as well and parents, you know thats a job by its lonesome. Yet I feel like there’s something missing, something I’m supposed to be doing I suppose! Maybe it’s because of the way I spent my previous years, so out of control, allways something going on, allways some off the wall fun!
I fix this feeling, this longing by picking up a stop and drop hobby. A stop and drop hobby is something you become interested in very fast and lose all ambition to continue with your interests equally as fast. Interests such as: Career choices, sports, camping fishing, physical fitness, ect.
The truth is I’m tired of “wanting” to do something thats important, or makes me happy, I just want to be doing it, living it.
Im going to go to college, and Im gonna chase a dream, Im gonna change. I think Im going to remember the past years, and long for the years to come. There are still quite a few. I think I’ll have a cup of coffee too.